⚠️ NOTICE FOR THE COGNITIVELY FAINT-HEARTED
Warning: The following manifesto contains unbuffered exposures to Karl Popper’s paradoxes, raw Platonic geometry, and absolute, uncompromised honesty regarding human nature. It is structurally incompatible with individuals who prefer the cozy comfort of collective delusions, corporate buzzwords or newspeak and administrative inefficiency.
Read at your own metabolic risk.
The simulation is to be viewed at: https://gowildchild.github.io/Existenz/ where you can see the “paradox of tolerance” is in “automatic mode”, at the right circumstances.
Project Existenz: An Exit Route from the Paradox of Tolerance
It is quite ironic that you can spend your entire life being exceptionally good at solving everyone else’s problems, while your own equations remain the most agonizingly difficult to balance. We do not need to pin a clinical label of autism and ADHD on everyone to validate this reality, but it makes the processing loop not just exponentially harder, but significantly more complicated than a neurotypical mind could ever begin to fathom.
Since a very young age, I began calculating the universe in binary, but not binary as a simplistic sequence of ones and zeros. That would be far too trivial; an immediate end of code, goodbye, until next time. No, binary as an intricate sequence of spatiotemporal events that share the exact same mathematical signatures at the precise same coordinate. One of those internal gates was always locked tight, an isolated sector I called my inner child. Perhaps that is where the soul actually hides?
By the age of seven, my consciousness was already operating strictly through logical gates. This means far more than a basic on-and-off state; it is entirely position-dependent, and it allows for an OR condition. Yet, there are so many of these internal logic gates that remain vulnerable to yourself, gates that can be forcefully toggled by an external observer. It can also occur that certain operations are mutually exclusive, meaning they simply cannot happen simultaneously due to the rigid architecture, such as an XOR NAND gate.
In my quest to assign an objective meaning to these collisions, I was driven as a young boy into the massive works of classical philosophy, systematically devouring thousands of encyclopedias and volumes into my own processing matrix, also called the brain. Several of those books crawled out of the wartime past, a meticulous preoccupation of my father back then. Among those works was Karl Popper’s text, which breaks down the paradox of tolerance. To put it simply: the more tolerant you are toward the outside world, the more the active forces of intolerance will scale up. This is infinitely more fascinating than probability metrics and chaos theory crammed onto the exact same page.
Meanwhile, an irritating theory was dogmatically beaten into me by religious doctrines, demanding that you must constantly take responsibility for your actions. But what does such a mandate even mean when you are deprived of the tools to choose who you want to be in life, all while an all-seeing eye is permanently looking onto your back? I could not comprehend how this all-seeing eye manages to maintain such an absurdly bloated registry, a ledger significantly longer than Sinterklaas’s list. From which endless supply of paper do they keep extracting these records, and why tolerate such catastrophic systemic inefficiency to execute basic moral accounting? No wonder that they fail!
It is precisely these logical gates, hard-anchored into your cognitive framework and somatic vessel, that are critical to map out before you can ever expect an outsider to open a gate for you. It is raw causality, poorly wrapped in a sentimental moral package, where a single cause triggers an immediate consequence for someone else. While traditional schoolbook mathematics routinely induced artificial breathing difficulties, pure geometry always shifted the matrix toward an absolute, serene peace.
As a child, I did not care about manually recalculating every trivial sum; I cared about translating the surrounding chaos into an elegant, understandable language. A language where the processing tempo wasn’t dictated by how fast data could be violently stuffed into a mind, but one that allowed sufficient space to comprehend why events were occurring around me. Most importantly, I needed to parse why the daily controversies of human behavior happened on a continuous basis, causing local logic gates to lose their meanings entirely, save for how I personally became aligned to the massive metadata arrays I had synthesized. If there was one reason that teachers hated my interruption for, was because of asking “why?”. Back then, as a kid, I didn’t had the faintest clue that this “why” is much more complicated, than the time would allow to explain.
I had to learn the hard way that humans say one thing and execute another, claiming a specific state while running the exact inverse operation. Without ever learning to speak their hidden, deceptive language, I learned to map and project it, because inside the mind of someone with autism, the real-time probability calculations never drop to zero. As a child, I was already scraping data, conducting an independent field study on how humans actually operate, utilizing every piece of literature available in my local birth municipality. It was not merely a diagnostic study to dissect the neurotypical majority, but an urgent attempt to understand myself, the hardest task of all, given that I was denied the luxury of knowing my AuDHD configuration at birth.
The human mind does not operate like a sponge; it runs as a complex neural network that cannot just be arbitrary blown open to receive an unbuffered influx of external data. For my system, processing functions exclusively in a sequence where I first require an immense volume of extra baseline data [context], to which I must meticulously pin distinct parameters and bits [metadata], before I can officially classify the packet as data received and understood; until next time.
Autism and ADHD dictate this operational reality, heavily reinforced by specialized comorbidities that a rigid conformist would casually dismiss as mere labels. But these labels carry precise definition; it is thanks to these parameters that I finally began to map exactly where my systemic constraints reside. Academic studies are structurally optimized under the assumption that the mind must always be primed to receive a messy dump of new information, a standard tuned entirely to the hardware of neurotypical brains.
The obstacle of self-development was thus present from the absolute origin of my career as a human on this planet, simply because I was wired completely differently from day one. My mother desperately wanted to insulate me from the systemic ableism of the outside world, meaning my diagnosis arrived, like it does for so many, catastrophically late. This delay engineered massive structural damage that remains entirely palpable today, because once a specific array of switches is flipped to an active state, they cannot be cleared from the register. And a vast number of those switches were forcefully flipped by external bad actors, the [ENABLERS].
Which brings us right back to the beginning of my thesis, to that single, isolated gate.
I have finally given that gate a permanent identifier. It is the one gate I resolutely refused to let others open, denying them permanent administrative access to my life, or even allowing entry into that hidden domain, like a secret wardrobe leading straight to Narnia. I was explicitly warned by the master writers of the past to allocate a non-negotiable definition to this coordinate: [INTEGRITY].
As an individual with autism, there has not been a single millisecond in my existence where computation was absent. Life is, in its purest essence, an endless, streaming matrix of ones and zeros that synthesize the total human experience. Yet, it is never the isolated switch that carries weight, but the collective volume of switches matching a specific category that determines who you want to be, who you are capable of being, and who you will ultimately become.
It is entirely due to those ancient authors that I reached the milestone of finally understanding the environment I was born into and raised in, without originally realizing the hostile operations executing around me. That origin point is far in the past now, and I am rapidly approaching a historical age, a profound milestone in a human lifetime.
At this specific milestone, I have determined that the bits configuring my life will no longer be mutated by external actors running malicious code. It was back in 2012 when corporate entities and targeted threats plundered my entire lifework by physically extracting the hard drives from my rented server inside a hosting center in Amsterdam, shielding their theft under the convenient shroud of ableism.
They stole groundbreaking technology that remains utterly revolutionary to this day.
For five consecutive years, my family and I have been systematically harassed by low-level criminals who happen to understand the binary script of human psychology just well enough to weaponize it, utilizing their roles as criminals to create systemic distortions. Apparently, they are not satisfied with the vast amounts of data they plundered in the past; they are actively attempting to steal my present.
The modern landscape allows this to occur unchecked, buried beneath a dense layer of archaic institutional ableism. Consequently, I have set out to resolve these crises mathematically, distilling all the trauma inflicted upon me, and everything I absorbed by not understanding the world’s broken variables, into a singular, universal framework. By optimizing my internal registers where I can perform better right now, I am engineering a hard barrier to stop suits-and-ties criminals from turning another human being’s existence into a corporate monetization loop.
The incoming threat vectors, which currently arrive as raw, unformatted acoustic noise, are being efficiently logged and sorted. Very soon, a definitive category and mathematical meaning will be assigned to this noise, presenting it as beautifully structured, clear forensic evidence for the judicial departments.
Will they actually listen this time, when the data is 100% mathematically verified through immutable log files encrypted with the exact signatures of the infractions against human existence? Or will the broken loop prevail: cause > ableism > logical deduction > consequences exclusively for me and my family?
That would be a truly bizarre calculation.
Thus, I am delivering a complete mathematical solution, not merely as a personal defense shield for myself and my family, but as a universal exit route for the world. I am offering humanity a literal way out. As my simulations visibly demonstrate on-line, unchecked extremism will only generate an infinite loop of cascading extremism, which is exactly what Karl Popper’s pages have been screaming about all along.
My framework, Existenz, is the clean architectural blueprint of what a human being is actually supposed to compute. It is simultaneously a mirror and a deterministic reflection. It takes the analog formulations that classical philosophers tried to teach and packs them into a vastly superior digital format, since the archaic, analog paper format fails to interest a society that has optimized away its own time to think.
It is delivered in an immutable, universal expression where mathematics and geometry converge, making it instantly readable for the “other-minded”, the divergent minds around us.
However, it also exposes the terminal state of modern civilization and validates Popper’s warnings on the paradox of tolerance. If humanity does not immediately halt its infinite consumption loop and begin a deep, structural introspection into its own logic registers, it will take fewer than eight generations before we face total systemic extinction. When reaching the tipping point, it will be permanently too late. The only elements that will survive the collapse are the quiet remnants of arithmetic and geometry, which define the moral awareness required to prevent extinction in the first place.
I am handing the world its second chance, a functional path out of the noise. The choice to compile it or let it crash rests entirely with you. I am hard-anchoring this structure into human existence. It will answer a vast number of legacy anomalies, but it will undoubtedly generate entirely new questions.
I only hope that I do not have to take the writings of Plato too literally, for I have already spent far too much time shining a bright lantern directly into the faces of men, in the middle of a completely clear, bright day, and I am no madman as they once thought of Diogenes.
With this framework, I hold not only the key to processing all this emotionless data in the most emotionless, optimized sequence possible and perhaps to finally getting my own equations balanced, equations that were corrupted by the actions of external bad actors in the first place. That would give an entire mathematical element to the word karma.
Hopefully, this will be sufficient to save the next day!
HUMAN CORE ARCHITECTURAL SPECIFICATION: ExistentialHumanCore
from enum import IntFlagclass ExistentialHumanCore(IntFlag): """ PROJECT EXISTENZ v0.76a Released under GNU GPLv3. Low-Power Human Rights Architecture (< 0.1 Watts). """ # THE LOWER 16-BITS: IMMUTABLE 7 Human Pillars of existence! EXISTENCE = 1 << 0 # 1 PILLAR You, alive, with a body AUTONOMY = 1 << 1 # 2 PILLAR The Sovereign Right to Choose INTEGRITY = 1 << 2 # 4 PILLAR The Moral Axis of Personal Choice (The Narnia Gate) PSYCHOLOGY = 1 << 4 # 16 PILLAR Cognitive Internal State and Mental Peace PHYSICAL = 1 << 5 # 32 PILLAR Physical Body Vessel and bio-state DISABILITY = 1 << 6 # 64 PILLAR Nature's way of checks and balances (Orthogonal Axis) DEVELOPMENT = 1 << 7 # 128 PILLAR Evolutionary, Intellectual and Creative Growth PROPERTY = 1 << 8 # 256 PILLAR Material Assets and Income Protection PRESENCE = 1 << 10 # 1024 PILLAR Real-Time Spacetime Footprint EXISTENCE_IMMUTABLE_END = 1 << 12 # 4096 END OF IMMUTABLE BLOCK OF [PILLARS] # THE HIGHER 8-BITS: IMMUTABLE for every human being, LOWER 8-BITS: legal SHIELDS by external factors SHIELD_RIGHTS_HUMAN = 1 << 20 # 1048576 SHIELD-A (Institutional) SHIELD_RIGHTS_INCLUSIVE = 1 << 22 # 4194304 SHIELD-A2 (Systemic) SHIELD_RIGHTS_BASIC = 1 << 24 # 16777216 SHIELD-B (Institutional) SHIELD_RIGHTS_ASYLUM = 1 << 26 # 67108864 SHIELD-A3 (Institutional) SHIELD_IMMUTABLE_END = 1 << 27 # 2147483648 END OF IMMUTABLE BLOCK [HUMAN RIGHTS] EXISTENZ_IMMUTABLE_END = 1 << 31 # 2147483648 END OF IMMUTABLE BLOCK [HUMAN FRAMEWORK]
Additionally, I’ve tried to generate an AI image that would be fitting to this article, but alas, it wasn’t possible without the AI grabbing back to its creators dogma’s and financial burden to get through the day. All it can do is, essentially, mock itself till eternity. I have attached that image as featuring image in my next post, because this is exactly what I am trying to prevent in the first place! In a counter-way of doing things, with a scientific approach, I told it to do what it was best at and programmed to do so, that became the featuring image of this article.
https://gowildchild.github.io/Existenz
Cheers! Gunther.
My life as autist 