My biggest dream? To get paid for my talent instead of being robbed for it!

Daily writing prompt
What’s your biggest dream?

To have recognition for my talents instead of just being robbed for it.

If you read this, it means you still live in a civilization that foolishly relies on things like “laws,” “government treaties,” and “institutional integrity” to protect human rights and intellectual property. Let us disabuse you of those comforting illusions immediately. Human beings are a chaotic, deeply flawed and highly corruptible species. When individuals or institutions are handed power, their immediate evolutionary instinct is not to protect the vulnerable, but to abuse that power, steal what isn’t theirs, and manufacture a convenient lie to cover their tracks.

Traditional security models operate on the naive premise of a “trusted third party.” You are told to trust your government, trust your hosting provider and trust the justice system. But what happens when the state actors themselves become the predators?

What happens when outside hostile actors spend five consecutive years launching over 5,000 targeted threats to steal more of your software, weaponizing systemic ableism to gaslight neurodivergent creators, because society’s legal frameworks are too inefficient, slow, too stupid or even too corrupt to stop them?

Or because they just choose not to listen because of ableism?

In 2012, a group of thieves physically stole my hard drives from a data-center in Amsterdam, containing the earliest iterations of the algorithms which I am now releasing to the public, just to show the world what a person with AuDHD can make, the value of it and especially one of the more important things to me: to help society, to help and grow, protect.

Let us begin at the absolute baseline of reality: human beings are thieves, institutions are blind, and the only reason you are reading this whitepaper is that a group of uncreative corporate bottom-feeders decided to mistake a neurodivergent creator’s brilliance for a free buffet.

Hi, I am Gunther by the way.

The architecture you are looking at did not crawl out of a well-funded Silicon Valley laboratory where engineers sip oat milk lattes and debate aesthetic padding. It was forged in the absolute pitch-black trenches of real-world betrayal, spanning a relentless war from 2008 straight into 2026. This war was with a lot of depression and autistic burn-outs, which I still feel in my body and mind, because it is not over yet!

It all started in 2008 with a platform called SesamID. This was a new-age IDP written in Perl and Python.

Back then, the web was operating on primitive, fragile authentication frameworks, vulnerable OAuth2 pipelines and static client IDs that any script kiddie with half a brain could phish, harvest, or brute-force. SesamID was designed to bring absolute, unapologetic violence to client-side security. It introduced one of the many features that the cryptographic world in 2012 was entirely unready for: an encrypted, dynamically rotating identity protocol backed by 70 proprietary (whereof 30 security) modules distributed across two completely separate, synchronized platforms. It had SSO through OpenID and had support for secure containers, which could be unlocked and data could be shared, with a hardware token, something the industry is currently only dreaming about.

At the cold, calculated center of this setup was an algorithm running which could have been called the first zero-trust initiative, in the form of an algorithm, and it protected an entire framework called SesamID. I am now making this algorithm available, for free, for everyone, to show how effective it is for computer security.

ARGORITHM‘s original purpose was to act as a variable encryption vector. Instead of locking down a user’s or client’s ID with a static key, ARGORITHM constantly shifted the mathematical terrain. It made the cryptographic vector a moving target, adapting fluidly to protect client identities in a way that would have fundamentally revolutionized global encryption standards by 2012.

If the world were a meritocracy, SesamID would have been a global breakthrough. Instead, the world is a playground for state-sponsored and corporate parasites. In 2012, a hostile hosting infrastructure network executed a physical raid. They stole my hard drives containing the entire architecture, looked me dead in the eyes and used systemic ableism to gaslight my new employer and me. They lied to us. They filed fraudulent reports claiming the disks had been entirely wiped and physically incinerated. They assumed that a creator with Autism (Asperger’s) and ADHD would crumble under the weight of institutional indifference.

But they forgot a fundamental rule of computing: you can lie to my new employer, to a judge, even to the police, but you cannot lie to a cryptographic vector. They were so wrong thinking so. They merely provided the kinetic catalyst for their own mathematical execution.

This protocol, engineered by me to remove the concept of “human trust” from the fabric of reality.

Because I had started my own company and I needed to make money, Back then it was a new thing to have secure containers that could be opened with a hardware token like a Yubikey or a Smartcard. The system could even share with other people, it had 70 genuine features which could have changed the world.

I had 2 platforms running back then, SesamID for security and an artist promotion platform called ArtistPLUG, It had an automagical designer for every social media site available at that moment and it could make an artist website in a minute, with all photo’s, designs, colors, posts, promotions, events and tools for musicians and artists to distribute and promote their work, but also to aggregate their works and to automatically add their venues, without having to lift a finger. Artists could even sell their own digital music and video’s, it had automatic registration of artist works through ISRC, it even had a music editor to master digitally, but it was too good to be true.

They assumed that a neurodivergent mind would break under the weight of institutional gaslighting.

At that time I was in a very dark place, so dark that it could have been the end for me. One which a lot of my kind have been in and where some have given up life as it is. That has been hurting me on a daily base, to see my friends dropping out one-by-one because of systematic ableism.

But they forgot a fundamental rule of computing: you can lie to my new employer, to a judge, even to the police, but you cannot lie to a cryptographic vector. They were so wrong thinking so. They merely provided the kinetic catalyst for their own mathematical execution.

This protocol, engineered by me to remove the concept of “human trust” from the fabric of reality.

It replaces the fragile, easily manipulated “absolute truth” of corrupted institutions with the cold, unyielding and completely unsympathetic laws of mathematics. It treats every internet service provider, every state network and every corporate entity as a hostile combatant. Back then, it felt so bad, that they stole my life-work and my income and that they toyed so much with me and my new boss. One of the great things about that algorithm, even when it was immature at that time, is that it acts like a canary bird when it has certain environmental parameters.

It was the birth of what we call now “zero trust” in a very mathematical way. So, about 5 years ago, these end-points started to pop-up more and more, while not having a clue why this even was. These endpoints consisted of tokens, which have a mathematical value which is connected at a certain amount of values and parameters. When those tokens or endpoints are being used outside their scope, they act like a canary-bird.

The issue is, those endpoints *AND* API keys are only known by me and the thieves of those hard-drives. 5 years ago, we started to receive threats and we were getting cyberbullied and blackmailed. It went to such high level that I had to create an entire threat sensor and forensic utility to not only sort all the threats, but also to protect us well enough against bullet-proof hosters, which are trying to steal more of my software.

This year in february, I had enough of it and I started to create this threat software because I wanted to start collect evidence. So we could go to justice with that. But oh boy. I’ve notified the FIOD with 20 leads, detailed till the bone, of how they attack, why they get used, how they work together and not only that, my software could detect BGP spoofing real-time. We also need this software to keep us protected, because we literally had to decloud everything because of the attacks against us.

I complained two times at our police and justice services they just laugh it away, for them it is just something digital, but for me these are things which I was working for a 4th of my life back then. It is not just something digital. It was the means to get a living. It was something I am good at.

What I have learned when I was young, was to program very small programs. Intro’s and demo’s for BBS (Bulletin Board Systems). Around my 16 I got in touch with Turbo Pascal and Assembler and those were really the times. But, it has left me a discipline that coding small is not a bad thing. Optimizing code is making order. Making it as small as possible is a challenge.

Now I am having my own auti-coach software running in the house which is a full domotica and security system which literally looks to everything which could be dangerous (and not dangerous) just not to forget turning something off and starting a fire, or to not shower for hours. It also contains an EMS (Energy Management System) which all runs on a thin client of not even 3W. The total consumption is 0.2W for all that. It’s server daemons which got my limits as person with autism and formulas/algorithms that help me to live, on daily base. That EMS is saving us tons of money which we save on being energy consequent.

And well, thieves have been getting an interest for more now, for that EMS, for the threat dashboard, for the tools that are running in the house. Again, there are thieves that want to steal a lot of things and they are going really far for this. Too far even.

This year it was enough and I put a lot of the intel which I had from these thieves on-line. I’ve put 4 of their main AS networks online, where they were also BGP-spoofing with. 2 days later there was a bust with 800 servers getting confiscated, so in a way, I was glad that somebody was doing something against these a-holes. But, then, I sent the FIOD 17 more leads and there is absolute silence. A hayball would give more noise. They don’t even ask me why I am sending that to them or if anything is ok or if they can do something, like give a reference of the police in Holland, no, just nothing.

You got to know, that an informer usually gets paid money AND they get protection too. For us, it would already be enough if we had some protection and a casefile to follow it all up. But the government in holland is staying quiet as it is, while the thefth, latest attacks and the bullet-proof hosting servers are on their territory.

That’s why I start to talk about this now, because, we’re not only collecting evidence and we got A LOT of evidence. If the Dutch government would only give me a drop-off point where I can send the logfiles !!

If the sheer malice of industrial-scale software thieves isn’t enough to make you look at the human race and sigh profoundly, let us look at the official institutions paid to protect us.

When you find yourself buried under an exhausting mountain of log entries and about 5,000 targeted threats, including from extremist networks, you might make the hilariously naive mistake of calling a government agency. which I did. I picked up the phone, explicitly stated my neuro-divergence and explained that a highly coordinated criminal syndicate was actively assaulting my systems.

The bureaucratic apparatus responded with all the enthusiasm of a sleepy bureaucrat. The agent on the other end explicitly told him they could only spare “a few minutes of their time”.

Blueprint featuring the word 'EXISTENZ' with an overlaid glowing Fibonacci spiral and technical circuit diagrams
A digital blueprint for human rights, to protect and to notify!

Anyway, If you are an attacker trying to steal my software again, congratulations: you are the primary test subjects in a mathematical trap that gets exponentially more violent the harder you try to break it.

You will soon read more about it because Algorithm will be the first algorithm I will be posting to the world, which is part of a platform and an algorithm which is based on human rights, called “EXISTENZ“.

Since my partner and me are really tired of it, we are going to map every infringement on our lives, property and security with a structure and a code which will be mapped through Existenz. The codes will speak for themselves, in how far our human rights have been violated. Since our government started to work together with these same criminals, I got totally NO trust in them, so, we’ll have to do it a different way, by throwing in public what is going on and showing the ripple effect it has on us and our lives.

While making that algorithm I was also thinking it could be used for everyone on this planet, not only us, to show where human rights are being broken, to show where injustice has happened, all linked to a code which doesn’t even need a computer to read. It just needs Pythagorean math.

And well .. that’s what you now read from me …

I wish that my work was valued more than to be stolen. I wish my research was worth more than to just steal without paying. I wish my talents were worth more than just to be bullied with and to push it away under the guise of freaking ableism!

Ableism is one of the worst discriminations on this planet and it is happening daily all around us.

Time to map it and to show the people how we are getting stolen from, how we are being made unable to even make a living, how we are made unable to travel or do things without getting attacked at several ways. It’s time to show everyone that we are tired of it and that we want to have our life for us, instead of being lived by someone else.

I’m tired, to get stolen from.

My dream is to get recognition,

for what I am good at.

To be recognized for the software that gets stolen from me.

To get justice!!

To have equal rights just like another.

To be recognized for my talents, instead of just loosing it by a thief in the night.

To have a “normal” life which is already hard as person with AuDHD, but now it is worse …

…NOW they want to steal even more because nobody of justice stops them!

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