Category: Philosophy

While they seek AI light, time flies in darkness!

While they seek AI light, time flies in darkness!

It’s a profound, cosmic joke that you can spend an entire lifetime elegantly solving the structural anomalies of everything and everyone around you, yet your own operating system remains one of the absolute hardest to debug. We don’t need to hand out cheap, trendy clinical labels like AuDHD to everyone just to buy a ticket to this circus.

Let’s be entirely honest from start will we? While standard neuro-typical brains are out there, casually running on social auto-pilot, ours is forced to manually calculate the amount of tiles on the floor, amount of weird bottles in the room and/or the real-time settings of an entire room, as a stimming way.

While conformists are out there playing simple checkers with social cues, my system has been running strict, multi-dimensional logic gates since the age of seven. But naturally, the world doesn’t want my raw, unyielding Modulo-2 math. It wants sugar-coating. It wants a fluffy and compliant little narrative with the best rendering of a digital cherry on top, just to keep the shareholders smiling.

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Understanding the Paradox of Tolerance

Understanding the Paradox of Tolerance

⚠️ NOTICE FOR THE COGNITIVELY FAINT-HEARTED

Warning: The following manifesto contains unbuffered exposures to Karl Popper’s paradoxes, raw Platonic geometry, and absolute, uncompromised honesty regarding human nature. It is structurally incompatible with individuals who prefer the cozy comfort of collective delusions, corporate buzzwords or newspeak and administrative inefficiency.

Read at your own metabolic risk.

The simulation is to be viewed at: https://gowildchild.github.io/Existenz/ where you can see the “paradox of tolerance” is in “automatic mode”, at the right circumstances.

Project Existenz: An Exit Route from the Paradox of Tolerance

It is quite ironic that you can spend your entire life being exceptionally good at solving everyone else’s problems, while your own equations remain the most agonizingly difficult to balance. We do not need to pin a clinical label of autism and ADHD on everyone to validate this reality, but it makes the processing loop not just exponentially harder, but significantly more complicated than a neurotypical mind could ever begin to fathom.

Since a very young age, I began calculating the universe in binary, but not binary as a simplistic sequence of ones and zeros. That would be far too trivial; an immediate end of code, goodbye, until next time. No, binary as an intricate sequence of spatiotemporal events that share the exact same mathematical signatures at the precise same coordinate. One of those internal gates was always locked tight, an isolated sector I called my inner child. Perhaps that is where the soul actually hides?

By the age of seven, my consciousness was already operating strictly through logical gates. This means far more than a basic on-and-off state; it is entirely position-dependent, and it allows for an OR condition. Yet, there are so many of these internal logic gates that remain vulnerable to yourself, gates that can be forcefully toggled by an external observer. It can also occur that certain operations are mutually exclusive, meaning they simply cannot happen simultaneously due to the rigid architecture, such as an XOR NAND gate.

In my quest to assign an objective meaning to these collisions, I was driven as a young boy into the massive works of classical philosophy, systematically devouring thousands of encyclopedias and volumes into my own processing matrix, also called the brain. Several of those books crawled out of the wartime past, a meticulous preoccupation of my father back then. Among those works was Karl Popper’s text, which breaks down the paradox of tolerance. To put it simply: the more tolerant you are toward the outside world, the more the active forces of intolerance will scale up. This is infinitely more fascinating than probability metrics and chaos theory crammed onto the exact same page.

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Existenz | Human Rights & Existential Survival in maths!

Existenz | Human Rights & Existential Survival in maths!

The Birth of Human Rights and Existential Survival in Mathematical Form

Modified: 2026-07-29 | Created: 2026-06-20
Research Project Proposal: PROJECT EXISTENZ
Subtitle: Stateless Event-Driven 128-Bit Matrix for Low-Power Existential Forensic Reporting/Recording
Principal Architect: Gunther Voet (existenz@xsrv.net)
Target Research Group: Distributed Systems Engineering / Applied Cryptography and Privacy Labs
License: Open-Source Non-Commercial Freedom (The “Pay Up or Face the Math” Enterprise Provision)
Section: Spatiotemporal Biometric Convergence (SBC) Introspection, Classical Harmony & Mathematical Rights of Nature

Available through GitHub: https://github.com/gowildchild/Existenz

See the graphical version of it in a crude simulator here: https://gowildchild.github.io/Existenz/

1 | The Written Word and the Burden of Inheritance

To read thousands of books in one’s youth is not a passive act of consumption; it is an intense, multi-layered absorption of the human architectural template and all the workings around it. When a neurodivergent mind undergoes this level of hyper-focused immersion, the texts of the ancient masters cease to be mere ink on paper, but they become a visible representation, a living, geometric grid inside the brain. I carry a profound, unyielding respect for Pythagoras, Plato and the long line of ethical thinkers who brought these words across the centuries to my mind. They gave me the tools to look at the absolute chaos of human society and recognize it for what it truly is: a broken equation.

But at what cost? Carrying this inheritance while navigating an unfair world is a heavy burden.

Since 2012, I have watched bad actors, corporate entities and thousands of targeted threats try to exploit my AuDHD (Autism + ADHD) intelligence. They plundered me from my lifework by stealing the hard disks from my server in a hosting center in Amsterdam and hiding it under the shroud of ableism. Not only that, but they looked at a hyper-systemizing mind and saw an asset to strip, dry, and plunder. They started to attack me through the internet again, since 5 years ago, because they saw a second opportunity, facilitated by a sleeping government.

When the physical world fails you completely and when the legal systems designed to protect you turn out to be nothing but flexible, corruptible words, you are forced into the deepest quest for inner introspection. You must look inside your own consciousness and ask: Where does absolute truth hide when humanity refuses to speak it?

2 | The Death of Philosophy and the Rise of the Extremist Void

Philosophy is not an academic luxury; it is the absolute, foundational ethical standard required to keep a civilization from devouring itself. For showing where moral standards should be to keep the equations in harmony. Yet, in our modern landscape, philosophy has been completely undervalued, mocked and even discarded. Because society has abandoned the grueling, honest work of self-reflection, an immense moral vacuum has been created.

You got to understand something very realistic. You cannot be a realist, while being optimistic and pessimistic at the same time. Just like human rights are not at the ideal line of bit-16, which would be absolute. There always will have to be a grey area, for those that try to destroy the fabrics of civilization.

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Touch – Movie Quotes

“Human beings are hardwired to connect, we are drawn to one another by our own chemistry. We produce attachment hormones that create intimacy, we build neural bridges that bound us, brain to brain, heart to heart.

Those bounds, once formed, are not meant to be broken.”

“Our brains, our entire nervous systems are designed for us to form deep lasting bounds. When those connections are broken, bad things can happen”

— Movie quotes source: Touch