It’s a profound, cosmic joke that you can spend an entire lifetime elegantly solving the structural anomalies of everything and everyone around you, yet your own operating system remains one of the absolute hardest to debug. We don’t need to hand out cheap, trendy clinical labels like AuDHD to everyone just to buy a ticket to this circus.

Let’s be entirely honest from start will we? While standard neuro-typical brains are out there, casually running on social auto-pilot, ours is forced to manually calculate the amount of tiles on the floor, amount of weird bottles in the room and/or the real-time settings of an entire room, as a stimming way.

While conformists are out there playing simple checkers with social cues, my system has been running strict, multi-dimensional logic gates since the age of seven. But naturally, the world doesn’t want my raw, unyielding Modulo-2 math. It wants sugar-coating. It wants a fluffy and compliant little narrative with the best rendering of a digital cherry on top, just to keep the shareholders smiling.

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